August 8, 2013

Fan Jian

Why do I always make the same mistake over and over again.

It's okay getting something wrong the first time - people make mistakes, but repeating the same mistake again is just plain stupid. 

Once again, I'm throwing everything I have in my grasp just to chase after the shadow of impossible. 

basking in your presence, I've never been more at peace
reaching out, tracing the contour of your face with the tip of my trembling fingers
feeling your breath grazing against my face
hearts entangling, beating in sync in such a harmonic way 
But you are not there, you never were 

You are my impossible 
and yet, every inch of you I ache 

I breathe today and I feel you in my bones 
You are an involuntary action that is crucial to me. 

Four in the morning, jerking awake and hoping that I was in your arms.

I always find myself coming back to you.  

When a heart breaks no it don't breakeven. 

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